I feel ya norm. A few years ago when a wild cat had kitten, it brought them up on our breezeway and we'd feed them. They'd crawl up into the engine compartment under the hood and sometimes sleep in between the fan blades. The runt which was the smallest, he had a bad back leg, and we'd always be able to pick him up cuz he couldn't run like the others, well. he got ran over one day cuz he crawled up into the engine compartment of the van and we didn't know it and we drove the van to go somewhere and halfway down our road, i guess he had jumped out and tried running in between the front right tire and right rear tire, and didnt make it and got ran over by the back tire... We found him on the way back lying in the road dead with his head crushed. It hurt alot seein' the poor thing die so young. He was still a kitten..... I feel your