That's more like it. For a minute there I thought you'd lost your mind.
I know you want the Bonneville. Go on, get one. You're not a wannabe, you're a want to be again. They're nice. Sweet. The fender isn't going to detach and throw you to the ground. 10 grand out the door. Brand new.
Re-join the club. There's no shame, you already had one. And you can have another too -