Re: futillity in motion or not
i totally understand the futility feeling. i bought my bike about a year ago & i'm only on my 3rd gal & i think i most of it was lost to leakage.
i bought it to get me to a job i just got that was about 5 miles away. well after a few weeks i had issue after issue. so i was having to pedal to work & be all sweaty in an office w/all women. i eventually lost the job because i called into work sick 2 times in my 90day intro period.
if my motorised bike was running i wouldn't have called in. because i was too sick to pedal but not too sick to drive.
but today i had a good day. i drove all over town & to the local flea market. many people came up to me telling me i should set up a booth to build & sell them. then on the way home i met another guy on a china girl.
so i guess it is a complicated relationship.